New Job

A year ago I would have never thought I would be working in customer service. I might not even have predicted I would be leaving Glen Eyrie... but it seems like 99% of my plans always change by the time I actually get around to carrying them out.

This is defintely no different. In December, I told everyone about the Grad schools I was attending in the fall. Of course that is not happening right now. I decided when the opportunity arose that I needed to go into Grad school Debt free. In the past I never cared about being debt free. It was more if I needed something I bought it not really caring about repercussions later.

I feel great about leaving the Glen, which is exciting because for a long time I wrestled with guilt about even seeking to leave because I didn't complete all the projects I wanted. I came to the realization that I will never get everything done I want to as long as I stay at the Glen.

But at the same time with all my grandiose visions, I probably will not get everything I want to get done in life and I am fine with that. If some of my dreams are accomplished then that is all I need...

It is not a case of low expectations for myself but the realization that I have way to many ideas to ever get them all done.